cherry

[Auset]

I'd throw some words at you
so that they may fall like apples from trees
into your lap which I consider to be
the belly of the beast, if I wanted to
but would they waste aways like mold after days
of non treatment and lack of concern or desire
would they become rustic with
moisture from your eyes giving remorse
and using them as tools to breathe deep
into my mouth and pull the words out with out will?
Or should I settle down?
because it may not be needed right now
right now they are just a manifestation
of your thoughts to me from this point
I feel them heavy on my heart like
a dance from an old tappers metal shoes
hung in a corner like boxing gloves that need to be
dipped in gold because they have won their battles
many times over, and again I say to you
what I could do but of course you would reccomend
to me what I should do
is it that my words sting you slightly
with the instant chill of gratification?
Do they stick with you for years
and while you try desperately you can't shake them?
do they remind you of self
and hypnotize you with thought provoking advisary?
do they make you realize that I know you better than
you truly thought I did and that scares you
And if not tell me what is real
tell me what the effect would be
I've tried to explain as simple and plain as I could
but of course you have to be in that diffiuclt
category of lost lovers, and day dreamers
using their talent in repitious no no's
Diminishing the sparkle of an eye
You of course were the sparkle of mine
but now you chose otherwise and why?
was it that desperate of a factor to be needed
in your life at this time?
if not then why?