Post by Lady on Feb 24, 2008 17:32:59 GMT -5
Why Can’t You???
Why am I doing this?
Sitting alone at my computer
When you said you would be here
When you said we would try
To make things work
To make things official
To have happiness
Do you really want that
With me?
With me….
Not the Deputy
But me
Lakisha
The me that you wanted to talk to
The me that you sent letters to
Me….
The me that’s wants to keep you off the streets
The woman who wants to hold you
In mental, personal, and sexual view
Why can’t you just be true???
Damn this shit is deep
In deep enough to drown me in my sorrows
In my disconnected world
This bullshit that I hold dear to me….
Why??
Why am I sitting here
At this computer
Typing
Typing
Typing
Instead of holding you…
Being next to you
Pleasing you
Why can’t you answer me???
Holding in my frustration
Feeling all fucked up in the game
Asking myself is this really
Worth It……
Well is it?
Is it worth it
Huh
Why can’t you hear me?