Tisha
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Post by Tisha on Oct 28, 2003 18:53:47 GMT -5
I don't try too look for it but if it comes along then yeah. The problem is I've never been happy and this one person wanted to be the one to do it and I got scared and let other things get in the way and just kinda ended it the wrong way. I hope this person has accepted my apology but if not then there's nothing I can do but I wanted to say that I made that mistake and I am sorry but when you get so used to being unhappy and then even come close to being happy it's a new thing so I messed up but even still I wasn't ready for the serious thing. But thanks for carin' so much  I just need to stop runnin from situations I feel are out of my control. It's like when I feel I'm not in control I just don't know what to do and I hate not knowing what's next or whatever and I just kinda backed away and I do that alot but it's a habit that this time if it happens again then I won't back away but like I said I never really been happy before so I got scared .......I'm human cut me a break! |
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Post by Auset on Oct 29, 2003 12:13:09 GMT -5
Girl let yourself go! I know it's hard but you got to learn to love. i have an Aunt and noone wants to be bothered with her because she is always miserable because she doesn't want love in her life. And it's like she growing old and alone.
Accept the fact that you are capable of being loved and let go, now I'm not saying be dumb and settle but you know let go have a little fun you know?
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Tisha
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Post by Tisha on Oct 30, 2003 13:41:54 GMT -5
I know I know! I just can't stand to be hurt but by not lettin' myself go I was holdin' back which is just as worse. I know what you are sayin'! |
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Post by Auset on Oct 30, 2003 13:46:13 GMT -5
Girl trust me when I say i have been there and done that and am still a little bit there. You always have to hold a little sumphin sumphin for surprise but get the nitty gritty out there because if you blame a brotha for what the next brotha had done you will never get a good catch. It will only scare potential away.
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Tisha
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Post by Tisha on Oct 30, 2003 14:02:11 GMT -5
I so understand you but you know that is easier said than done. I'm workin' and have made some improvements so least I can say that I am tryin' to change and not just stayin' the way I am. For the moment I'll leave it right here and tell you a little situation I'm in right now on the message boards and tell me what you think, should I give in or not?
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Post by Auset on Oct 30, 2003 14:06:21 GMT -5
as you can see i'm here when you are ready to talk, there is a great book i know that you should read to help you feel better but i forgot the name. it's by doctor Grace Cornish. i think it's 10 bad things that women do that don't empower them i'll find the other name for you.
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Tisha
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Post by Tisha on Oct 30, 2003 14:12:30 GMT -5
Thanks! I'm young so I ain't too pressed there's plenty of time for me but........yeah a change does need to take place
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